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*WARNING* Explicit Hippy-ness coming up!

**I'm not very war-savvy, so these are just my feelings at this moment*

So, I'm watching Across The Universe, and it makes me so sad, that even though time has gone passed 40+ years, it is still the same, but now people just lay down and take it! People complain about hippies, and how they were smelly, and, whatever else people say about them, but they believed in a world that was nice, and peaceful, and lovely, a bit dirty and gritty, but still honest, and beautiful, and friendly. It's just so sad that people don't seem to care. True, not as many men have died in this war than the war in 'Nam, but are they seriously trying to beat that number?! They're still people, with families, and every time I read or hear about another soldier, and how they left behind a child who barely knew them, or a baby they never even met! It's sickening that people still have to do this. I know, it's the soldier's choice, and they are proud of their country, but I really don't know what would happen if no one chose to fight. I mean anyone, in the whole world.

Anyhoo, on a more positive note. I want to talk to you kids today about the word CUNT. If everyone says the word at least once a day to start off with, then twice a day, then three times etc, it would lose all it's meaning, and people would become to except the word as just that..a WORD. It's just a word. I'm not big on swearing, it kind of annoys me, and I like shocking people when I do swear, but if there are no 'bad' words out there...wouldn't it be better more calmer place, because the swear words wouldn't be bad words if everyone said them, and they wouldn't be taboo. Just like any other word!

My rant is over, and I want to say that I definitely had tears in my eyes writing the first part.

Gotta go



You Scored as Switch

(((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) You know what you want but it has nothing to do with your own role in the bedroom. You have the ability to be flexible in that area which can be useful for exploring you sexuality with your partner.

Exhibitionist / Voyeur
Degradation Lover


We won the lottery! £600 baby! Not only that, the second time in a week! WITH THE SAME FRIKKIN' NUMBERS! This is just crazy, no? It's also crazy that we found out both times whilst Joe (X Factor) is performing!



26 Weeks?!

So, apparently, it's been 26 weeks since I updated last...weird. Well, I finished college, and I honestly couldn't be happier! I'm so glad that part of my life is over...course I'm gonna miss some people, but for the most part, I'm glad I'm not gonna have to see some people every day. Not mentioning any names...

My work's been temporarily cut to 3 days, instead of 5, which gives me alot of free time lol. I bought The Beatles Rockband, and we're supposed to be getting the internet at home, like, soon, but when I don't know. Was supposed to see Fame with Annnie, this afternoon, but, shock, she cancelled. Need money for Chicago off her. And we're off to see the MJ thing in Leeds in November. Gawd...the last time I wrote here, MJ was still alive, and so was Patrick Swayze. How weird!


Gotta go! xx


So....not much is new...my keyboard broke so it's taking me years to write anything! tee hee

college is still the same...boring.

i renewed my obsession with labyrinth fanfc...love it

gonna go cos this is doin my head n!




So!! Here I am! Ummmmmm...George's birthday today! HAPPY 13th BRO!!

Got home from college early today, cos of the snow...which is more or less gone now! Twas all good though!

College is fine! Even though I'm not the happiest at college...I'm teaching myself to focus on work, instead of other things...

I went to my local Spiritualist Church on Monday, and it was really good! I really enjoyed it, and made friends, which was great. I just loved it! Everything about it. I can't wait to go again.

I'm going to start being honest! Because I know that if I don't, I'm just gonna crack! I think I will literally go mad. MAD!!


Ummmm...think that's it...I want a videocamera!! Moving pictures are better than still ones IMO.



Writer's Block: Back to School

What fictional high school—from tv, film, or a book—would you most like to attend? Or would you rather never go near high school again, fictional or otherwise?
Does Hogwarts count? If it does, I'd like to go there. If it doesn't...s'pose I would like to go to one of the many stage schools that are in films. Yeah, stage schools or HP


Happy New Year!

Or not...whatever...I woke up at around half 4-ish...and I must have gone back to sleep because the next thing I know it's half 6! And I've been awake since. Good start to the new year, no? I hate New Year, and I don't know why I 'celevrate' it cos all I really do is ruin other's night.

New Year's Resolution

1) No eating unless I'm hungry!
2) No mindless snacks
3) Go jogging at least 3 times a week & sit ups
4) Dance more
5) Get more confidence at college
6) Persue acting/singing career (whatever, I know you're laughing. I'm gonna BE SOMEBODY! You'll be lauging when I'm in a musical on stage, people taking pictures of me, playing Belle! Or Christine! Or Emma! You just wait!)
7) Outsmart people more often...only people who deserve it though
8) Sing in front of at least 5 people
9) Meditate more

On that note I would like to remind myself that I once performed Over The Moon in front of ALOT of people at Claire's party. That was a good night.

I got a cold! It was so bad on Tuesday!

Going to cemetary on Sunday to see dad, grandad and gran. Nearly 7 years ago.

I must get assignments done. Today!


Writer's Block: Top 10

It's the time of year for "10 Best" lists. What's on your personal 10 Best—events, movies, music, anything—list for 2008?
1)  The release of 'Flavors of Entanglement' by Alanis Morissette (CD) plus lots of appearances on British TV
2) Mamma Mia! The Movie - cinema experience I never wanna forget
3) Getting my dogs back!
4) My cousin getting pregnant!
5) The release of 'I Stand' by Idina Menzel (CD) plus lots of appearances on British TV
6) Becoming more confident & mature
7) Winning the quiz we did on our last day at college!
8) [title of show]
9) The snow on one little Thursday this year!
10) Liz Phair & Fiona Apple

quite a good year for obsessions!